waiting for the new year in this depressive and in the other hand hopeful december, when seasonal affective disorder reaches its climax and simultaneously optimistic thoughts rise from human arses for the concept of new blank page. one more time i wanted to remind you, that i still believe in your aptitudes of negotiating and leaving strong impressions that puts up arses in the air.

yes, i do maggie.

last night you were sitting in your favorite sofa near the window that looks to vitava from a bird's perspective and were reading the catcher in the rye of j. d. salinger. as i turned on my macbook and started to praise the leopard os, kitsch, you said certainly and started the ritualistic body language show parallelly with your edgy thoughts that concerned to the splendiferous end. but i haven't knew that i'm capable to put such a various dimensions into that very short period of the rem, so that wasn't the real end, however i'm not capable to write the real one down here as much as i'm not to expose my new photo collection here. stercus accidit.

pukaj be!

let’s put it together, mankind has always looked through the future with optimism, yes, from the very past. and, is the world of nowadays the world that was imagined in the past? well, open to question. but still, for us, today the pattern of thinking hopefully for the future is valid. we have to be able to see the opportunity in every difficulty and not to see difficulty in every opportunity. life without idealism is empty indeed. we just hope or starve to death.

you may not come this year, or may not next year, but one day i'm sure you will. ho losko?

so, what are we going to wish? no doubt all of us will make new decisions, we'll want to make changes in various perspectives. although we know the only thing that calendars change are themselves. hey, the best again seems to be seizing the day, starting from any small detail to the little imperfections of the life. carpe diem, baby.

and, finally...

"money can't buy you happiness, but it can buy you a kolumbo. and that's almost the same thing. "

right bambi?